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SAYY GOODBYEE TO LIVEJOURNALLL I WONTT BLOGG HERRREEE ANYMOREEEEE..
COS SOME PEOPLE ARE DUMMYYYYY....ADOPTEDDD FROMM BOOKKK:)

Feb. 20th, 2009

XOXO
YOU THIS SILLY PERSONNNN...
WHYY EUU DUN WANN TO TELL ME WHAT ISHH ACTUALLY BOTHERING ABOUT BOTH OF US.
EUU DUN WAN TELL ME STRAIGHT .....COS EUU SCARE EUU WILL MAKE MY HEART BLEED AGAINNN....
EUU SCARE I WIL CRYY COS EUU NOE DEEP IN MY HEARTT I AM BLEEDINGGGG..
YOU TOLD ME EUU ARE ANGRYYYY...
I WANTEDD TO NOEEE BT EUU INSISTED NOT TO BURDENN ME...
I WANTEDD TO GO A QUIETT PLACEEEEE THAT NO ONE DISTURBB MEEEE....
SERIOUSLYYY JUS ALONEEE.......I WANT TO NOEE WHATT ACTUALLYY AM I DOINN..
REFLECTING ALL MY ACTIONS FOR THE PAST 2 MTHS....
DEAD TIREDD SHAGG STRESSS.....



LEND ME A SHOULDERR WILL YOUU..?
:(,
P.S:I AM SORRY IF I MAKE YOU UNHAPPY ABOUT ANY STUFF...?

COS OF YOUUU XOXOXO
I DECIDED TO RISKK IT ONE MORE TIMEEEE:)
I NOE EUU ARE NOT HONGSTERRRR.....
FOREVERR EUU WILL NOT BE ONE HONGSTERR IN MY HEARRTT

IF EVER ONE DAYY I GOT HURTTT...
I WILL TELL EUU THAT THIS ISH NOT UR FAULTT COS I AM WILLINGLYY
TO LET YOU HURTT ME....

XOXO
I MISS YOUU


WELL TODAYYY 2 TESTT .....ANDDD MY BRAINN WAS SO DEADD TODAYYYY...
FIRSTT ISH COSSSS...MANYMANY THINGSSSS...
2NDD COSS HE ISH NOT HERE IN SCHOOL...
AND MY MIND WAS NOT ALERT AT LESSONNN...AND IT WAS SO DISTRACTINGG
3RDD COS ISHH TIME RUSHINGG OUTT..
FOURTH ISH PRACTICALLY EVERYTHINGGGGG.....

YOU ARE PRACTICALLY SO CHILDISHH MANNNN....GET A NEW LIFE MANN
ISH FROM A BOOKK AHHHH SO PLEASE DUN GET A WRONG IDEAAA MANN...


XOXO
YOU TOLD ME SHE MSGG EUU
OF COS I WILL JEALOUSS BT I DUN WANN BURDENN EUU WIF HOW I FEELL...
SO EUU THINK I AM JUS KIDDINGG....
WHEN I TELL EUU SERIOUSLLYY THAT ISH WORDS FROM MY BOTTOM OF MY HEARTT...
YOU KEEP THINKING I WAS JOKINGGGGG....
EUU MAKE ME FEELLL I WASSS LIKEEEEEEEEE....
IDKK WHAT TO SAYYY...
I TOLD I WILL CRY BT EUU DUN BELIEVE......
EUU TOT I AM HYPER GIRLL...
BT DEEP IN MY HEARTT MY HEARTT BREAK INTO PIECES BLEEDINGG LIKE NON-STOPP....
:(,
P.S EVERTHING WENT SO WRONGG....
BT UPON ALL THESE
I DO LOVE YOUU....
WELL TODAYYY NO PE SO WE WERE ASKED TO GO AVA COMBINEE WIFFF 5A:)
VERYY XINN FUU AHH COSS CANN SEE HIM MAHXX FOR THE 2 PERIODS
:)
THANKS ALL MY BESTIE FOR TEACHING ME PHYSICS...
SO BESTIE WERE DISTURB BY ME...COS OF THE HEAD SCARF...
IF SHE WEAR IT SHE LOOK LIKE A CHINA GIRLL...LOLS SHE WASS SO SO PSPS !-.-
AND ZURIK OSO DID SOMETHNG SO FUNNY THAT THE WHOLE CLASS BURSTT INTO LAUGHTERRR...
HE SING SONG DEDICATEDD TO JI CHENN...LOLS
NOW MY MIND WAS LIKE CHEMICAL REACTIONS LIKE THAT ...
OXYGEN HYDROGEN AND MANY MANY CATIONS

SO ME AND HIM DECIDE TO BE SOULMATE...
LIKE THAT I FEEL MORE EASE WIF HIM BESIDE ME...
XOXO ILOVEYOUU:)
DO SMILE MORE COS UR SMILE ATTRACT ME THE MOSTTTT
<3

HEART TERRIBLY ACHINGGG NOW...
EVERYTHINGGGGGGG JUS DOESNT GO RIGHTT...
STILL REMEMBERR THE FRI 13 INCIDENTTTT.....I WAS SO HURTT SO IN ANGERRR...
WTH BERNARD SHOULD GO PICK UP MY YOUNGER BROTHERRRR...
IN THE ENDD HE DID NOT EVEN PICK HIM UP....I GOT CHIDED FOR EVERYTHINGGGGG..
MY AUNT SCOLD ME .....NOT ENOUGHH STILL SAYY MY MUM ALL THATT.....WTFF ISH THAT MANN..?
MY MUM MY DAD THE TEACHERS DERE ........BLAME ME.....WHYY CANT THEYY GET THE FACTS RIGHTT...?
NOW MY DAD SAYY ME AGAINN.......HE SAIDD I AM NOT A RESPONSIBLE DAUGHTERRRR....
OF COS I CRYYY....WTH.....
YOU ALL ARE MUCHH MOREE MY MUM AND DAD STILL DUN UNDERSTAND ME.....
WHO ELES WILL KNOW MUCH ABOUT ME THEN THE BOTH OF YOUUU....
SERIOUSLYY IT GOT ME A THINKING OF LEAVING HOUSE BADLYYYYYYYY.....

 I AM UPSETT ALMOST EVERYTHINGG ABOUT YOUU...
SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE STILL LIKE YOUU..
WHAT SHOULD I DO...?OR PERHAPSSSSS I SHOULD TAKE A STEP BACK....
HOLDING BACKK MY HEARTT TOWARDS YOUU...
I DONT WANT TO LOSEE ALL OF EUUU..
I CANT AFFORDD TO LOSE EUU ALLL...
ISHH SO DEILMA....
I LOVE YOUU YT I DUN WANA XPRESS IT OUTT..........
I AM SCARE THIS DOES NOT WORRKK OUTT....SCARE ONE DAYY EUU WILL LEAVE ME ....
JUS LIKE THE PAST.....

:('
找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人
相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁

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THE MEMORIES THAT SLOWLY FADED


WELLL FROM YTD TILL NOWWWWWWWWWWW......
I NVR HAD A GOOD DAYY MANNN SERIOUSLYYYYY..
MY HEART WAS FILLED WIFF ANGERR SORROWNESSS AND JUS EVERYTHINGGG..
YTD VALENTINESS WAS HECTIC ONE SERIOUSLYYYY...
BEFORE MITING CS AND JONATHAN WE WERE STILL DECIDING WHERE TO GO WATCH OUR SHOWWWW.....
SCREWW UPPP B4 THATTT SISTAS WAS SO FUMEEEE...EVERYTIMEE WHYY I PLANNED THINGS OSO ISH EITHERR PEOPLE ANGRYY OR PEOPLE NOT HAPPYYY SO I DECIDED NVR TO PLANN ANYTHINGGGGGGG........CAN IMAGINE HOW DIFFICULT  WAS IT TO GET EVERYONE AGREES OR NOT AGREES..
IN THE END WE WATCHH THE PINK PANTHERR 2....WHAT ELES WE CHATTED ABOUT THE PAST 5 YRS ABOUT EVERYTHING TO THE GUYSS....EVENN FIGHT IN THE PUBLIC HAHAHS...THIS ISH OUR COMMMUNCIATION STYLEEEEEEE.....SO DO NOT COPYYRIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTT!HOME AROUND 2 AM PLUSSS....CHATTED WIF THAT GUYY TILL 5PLUSSSSSSSSSSSSS ....
WENT WORKK AT 11 PLUSSSSS.........SUPERR IRRITATINGGGGGG....
I ALMOSTT CRYY WHEN GARETHE SUKARNO THEYY ALL SAYY BYEBYE TO ME....
T.T WHYY ALL GOOD PEOPLEE ALL LEAVINGGGGGGGG........MY HEART WAS DOWNNN....
ARAABBB PEOPLEEEE KILL ME MOSTTT..
ASK THEMM TO LEARN MANNERS BEFOREEE THEYY COME INTO SINGAPORE AND DISGRACE THEMSELVES..
:(

ILOVEYOUUUUUU:)
YOU DO HAVE A PLAACEE IN MY HEARTT
XOXO

 

Feb. 14th, 2009

THE HEARTTS OF MINE ARE CONTRADICTINGGGGGGGGGGG
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SO COMPLICATEDDDDD.......

:('

WELL ANOTHER  THURRRDAYY A BAD DAYY FOR MY BESTTIEEE..
THESE FEW DAYY ALL MY BESTIESS MODD SUPER DOWNN AND UPP..
I AM SO STRESS ABOUTT MY STUDIESSSS..
MY HEADD ISH LIKE SPINNNGG ....BUG FLUU CAME VISIT MEE...
THROATT PAINN LIKE AS IF TEARING OUT...

SO MANYY THOUGHTS CAME BY AFTER WATCHINGG BRIDE WARS
WHAT IF EU AND YOUR BEST FRIENDDD LIKE THE SAME PERSONNNN....
WHATT WILL EUU ALL DO..
?!?

2 MORE DAYYSSS ISHH GOIN TO BE VALENTINEEEE..
I AM WORKINGGGGGGG........
:(



A GAME ABOUTT LOVEEEEEEEEEEE........
DEAD EXHAUSTEDDDDD.......

Feb. 11th, 2009

I COULDNTT SLEEP AT ALL YTD NIGHTTTT:(
IT DRAINN MY BRAINCELLS SO SO BADLYY TILL I WANNA SLEEP SO BADLYYYYYY...
YT I TOLD MYSELFF WAKE UPP COSSSS I HAVE MANYY IMPORTANT LESSOONNNNN....
WAKING UP EARLYY=NO ENOUGHH SLEEPP=DOZE OFF IN CLASSSS..

PRACTICALLY EVERYDAYYYYYYYYYYY
I AM JUS LIKEEEEEE A CLOWNN GOIN TO SCHOOLL...
COSSSSSS I LOVE TO MAKE EVERYONE AROUNDDD ME TO LAUGHHHH..
EVENTUALLY THAT DAYY WILL BE TOTALLY PERFECT FOR ME....

SO I WENT TO GET THE P.S I LOVE YOUU STORYYBOOK...
:D ABOUT CHILDHOODDD STUFFFF....
IF I COULD HAVE A CHILDHOOD MATES WHO WILLING TO
GO THROUGH THICK AND THIN WIF ME THAT WILL BE THE GREATEST LOVE I EVER HADD I GUESSS


MONDAYY -FRII:SCHOOL GIRL
SATURDAYY : WORKING
SUN: MUMMY AND DADDY DE HAO NU ERRR:D